all i want for Christmas is a dad..
a dad that remember my birthday.. which is not june 6..
a dad that remember my age... which is not ???
a dad that know what happen to me... which is not only knowing sticking together
a dad that at least know which school i have been.. not thinking i am in a mixed sch
a dad that brings money home.. all dad bring money home right? mine only bring home this year august
i am only satisfy that u does not smoke nor drinks.. but i really hate to hear or even see your reaction when u told me that the month i born in is june... it really make me lose control..or.. u didnt even know that i exist?.. i really want to tell u that "u really hurt me" but.. i just didnt have the courage to say.. if i say what will happen.. cry even more?hah.. u ask me y i don smile..y don u ask yourself.. did u make me smile before? for 4 years..ever since i move to south did u ever come visit me?do we ever have multiple family trip.. i only rmb i went once when i was pri 2 at some beach at ??? this year u only came to give money cos YOU rent out our home.. 300 for me and the rest u keep? ask u to put in bank u say u don trust the bank and the government.. THEN WHY ARE U STAYING IN GOVERNMENT HOUSE.. USING GOVERNMENT GAS AND WATER...your response to me is just keep shaking your head.. money u gave me keep ask me to save abit don use so much.. THEN WHAT ABT HER?
Till the age of 6 i don rmb spending my birthday with u.. maybe this is the reason y. i don have any feel abt u.. i don even care nor i don even think.... but the way i look at u doing stuff.. i really feel like crying.. am i that weak?! seriously thinking why do we need birthday celebrations? maybe ppl think that birthday is... i don know.. they may be multiple reasons for their own.. all i know birthday to me is.. just a normal day.. apr 16... is just like a bar code that indicates the day u drop on earth..i don rmb a gift from u..or perhaps i don rmb? what can i say? this is my life..
RESPONSE: eh.. cheer up la.. don care abt him.. just do what u your job as what u do daily...u still have your close friends isnt it? janice.. joan etc.... right!!
them? i don know.. will they care? i don know.. i didnt even plan to tell them.. they cant help me arent they.. they have their own happy family.. even if i say.. all they will say is ask some question and the end.. really envy them.. what they want to buy they can buy... their families are there to celebrate for them isnt it.. i still think they should cherish.. some story i heard on how they treat their parents is really too much.. but if i say.. will they listen.. or they will just ask me to shut up.. or saying that i am just giving excuse on some other problems.. like what they always do...
xAngel//Devilx posted @
Tuesday, December 11, 2007,7:27 PM
