haix.. screwed maths... perhaps geo... handwriting was beyond recognize... no time so do it point form... today chem.. i also don know if i am doing the right stuff.. some i know some i don know... haix... after chem FREE went with some of my class mate to VIVO to get a bear for our form teacher.. choose a bear u like.. stuff with cotton buy clothes for the bear.. make name etc... a random girl came around 10 years old? she make some comment.. but i don understand her slang.. too slang... she's not from local... she talk to me i ya oh really ic ic.. then she turn back.. "yinghui what she talking?".. haix... english bad is one thing...
buy 2 polo T for mr wong... tml celebrating yinghui birthday?? i also don know just follow the crowd.. they say go her house give surpirse... don know la....
just for one day....side me..
xAngel//Devilx posted @
Thursday, August 30, 2007,3:13 PM
CJC ppl came to promote their school? was listening "attentively" to their lovely speech.. but.. i somehow feel humiliated... wonder if my other classmates feel it too? we seem to be same age as them.. but this age gap seems to be far... they are in JC..WE? hah still in SEC 5... its like.. same age telling us about their NEW SCHOOL while we are still stuck in this track.. trying to move? but move too slow.. so need another year to travel to the finishing line.. but who knows.. we might fall when we are ABOUT TO REACH?... but the others are like so enthu about the JC..
hmm...
after the talk and slide shows.. i feel that.. they actually very stress.. but they act so happy when they are in the school.. their acting skills not bad sia..(maybe they are really happy?) one of them say need to improve on her time management... JC is everyday also must study cannot last minute... shocked that she still can tahan till now.. its like a lot of months already?
after that got some talk on our prom night when those classes knew that prom night is held at safra mouth faber.. WAH here WAH there SIAN here SIAN there..and the theme is "happily ever after..." so we gonna dress like Cinderella? mermaid? snow white? y cannot just wear pants and shirt? zzz
sian... prelims coming.. then one week holiday?? then prelim again... then then then O LEVELs? don feel like welcoming it..
the way u guys did.. was disappointed with u guys.. perhaps.. i am just been ignorant.. that u guys have change? i need to wake up and accept the reality..
xAngel//Devilx posted @
Friday, August 24, 2007,6:52 PM
finally.. oral has come... have been awaiting it UNWILLINGLY...but then it still come.. no choice have to welcome it... though i should be confident cos amerce had helped me.. but i still feel so.. "sian why must exam..why not test any language?.. tian ar"
go sch.. same not scare.. just normal.. same same morning go sch.. no expression.. see ppl just like seeing wall.... unless ppl halo me then i hi back.. sit down on the hark floor.. reflecting.. why cant i sleep last night... because.. of monday is coming? joan came =x.. at last some one familar... glad to know yinghui coming sch after she go for funeral in malaysia cos her father's mother pass away.. sad for her also.. cos she also like so sad.. (just trying to understand how she feel).. but she come sch say she did cry when her grandmother buried she cry till ci li hua la.. then i also "oh.. don worry hyung will be here.." then she next moment tell me the food there is so yum 6 dish per meal.. choose any also can.. my inner voice:" wa lao.. come sch tempt me with food..."
then sch start stare at the flag pole and dream.. almost forget to put my right hand on the chest for pledge...zzz
jump to PE... PE sux run 3 round.. i don like running.. walking is better hahax..
play the usual game soft ball.. sian.. but the the.. the.. call what? urm.. pitcher? the glove on hand stand there and wait for the bat person to hit then i catch the ball... soon finish PE.. go chem.. do practical sian... then accounts.. mr poon. still as thin as ever.. me and joan dicussed that he walks like model.. so i just add in my comment saying if he model.. he will be for belt? watch? pants? hair gel?? spects? underwear? lol...
recess nth.. just continue eat.. hear them crap.. then just add in some comment as in yes or no.. oh really?...
english.... is boring..zzz summary homework sian to do lazy to do.. is like can read can write can think.. but don feel like..zz so end up try to real out the passage as ORAL....
115.. 2 peroids of hell english finally ended.. at last.. free from class.. but another came.. ORAL~~~
go canteen.. don know what to eat.. cos was the last 4 in line.. seldom eat in afternoon.. but seems they eat so eat abit lor.. janice talk sense ok la she talks sensible words everyday she say eat abit later vomit.. then i okok..
"lets go eat indian rojak~~" joan yinghui also like ok.. so we went there " 2nugget~~ 2 hot dog~~ hashbrown~~~ potato~~~... ee don want fillet la.. later joan blurt wa lao.. will suffocate leh.. later oral.. good afternoon teacher.. then blurttttt.." joan just dotz me.. but end up still choose fillet la.. lol.. total $3.50.. split to 3 person.. i also don know how they count count i get back 2 dollar.. cos i pay 2 dollar... don know la.. lol.. so go back table.. they talk talk abt oral i down there just eat hope faster eat finish then go though oral...
joan :" eh how come so fast finish.. i go buy drink u all steal eat ar"
yinghui:" i think is shuying..."
me:" eh wa lao.. just now i also go buy drink hoh.. yinghui didnt buy.. so means.. hoh hoh"
then yinghui give those innocent.. paiseh look..
then after that we count how many we eat.. so.. yinghui was complaining how come she only get to eat 2 slice of hot dog when we take 2 pieces.. then joan was like " i also only eat 2 hoh".. then the 3 of them also look at me.. then i say.. " eh eh don look at me like that leh.. i only eat 2.... times 3....." then yinghui give a want kill me look lol.. then nugget.. they also eat 2 then i.. 2.. times 2?.. lol though abit devil here but in my heart thinking who ask they talk so much lol....
finally 2 pm.. go toilet then do some small business go report.. then sit down there going though oral janice in other group cos register number.... suddenly... from behind... " good bye my love... wo de ai ren.. zai~ jian.~".. this not the song from deng li jun lor? joan take and sing.. register order yinghui 10. i 11. joan 12. so is like heng la together.. then we also sian to study oral so just keep good bye my love.. wo de ai ren.. zai~ jian..~~ then some more plan to later reaching yinghui turn sing to yinghui.. lol.. as usually.. joan blurt additional side order she farted.... yinghui farted.. so do i.. so we conclude the indian rojak stall got problem..lol yoke may who is behind joan ke lian.. can smell our gas. lol.. she keep complain.. -_-
when yinghui turn is reaching we gather around.. so i came up with a so called cheer so that later can relax.. hands pilled together "HA DU SAE... FIGHTING!!"..lol and before yinghui went she say she don feel scare.. then i say maybe your ah ma protecting u.. then she really? then she go pray to her ah ma infront of me saying to continue protecting her or smth.. then i see her i also thinking ( i was just kidding).. but i still follow her pray la.. lol then she really went..i start to panic... keep all my oral stuff in bag.. get ready to take off anytime..
my turn.. saw the passage 1 word i don know how to read.. there's alot of dialog..thinking reading should be can.. just follow what amerce taught me.. then okok picture.. wah sian.. 4 tourist sitting don know where smilling happily wearing sun glass so style lo.. then behind got malay dance group performing.. outside Esprit...
10 minutes up.. abit too fast bah.. i just merely thinking... what to say for my picture... wait at the door there waiting for yinghui to come out... saw the 2 examiner smiling at her so assume that she do not bad bah.. previously all come out the face all so.. sian diao so sad that kind.. so i think it is a miracle yinghui can pleased them.. FINALLY she stood up and come out.. her face.. so.. hard to figure what kind of expression is that.... the moment she come out i scare liao.. feel like going home... don want stay here.. tio signal from one of the examiner( the one wearing spects).. so i go in unwillingly... good after noon teacher.. ic? yes.. etc..
look at the passage.. look so unfamiliar to me.. though i just seen it outside.. starting was ok.. then suddenly stammer.. pace abit fast so slow down.. cham la.. stammer cham liao.. where my articulation gone too?.. in the end manage to articulate abit... sian... suan le..
picture.. this picture depicts a scene at an outdoor activity continue.. stammer...zz
talk talk more like those first time speak English.. cham la..stammer here stammer there... i just try to finish all the ppl there.. but got manage to give so links and interpretation of how i know where i see from..
conversation haix some of the facts is friction all i say are just purely co.. don know how to spell suan liao.... knowing that my picture and reading stammer like siao.. die die also must link to family or even government... first question: "what are your views of performing in public?" inner voice : "cham la.. this kind i don know how answer..zz" then i say i am malay dance got involved in syf.. etc. teacher like our dance so ask us go out door and perform to public.. then say i am actually those that are lack of confident.. always dance wrongly.. during syf alot ppl encourage me so i did it blah blah blah.. that goes the say for my outdoor activity.. then say my family are there. they will surprise that i can do it.. friends are shock that i have over come this and that.. (consider a link?)
2nd question.. " what happen in the end of performing".. i say i cannot believe i manage to overcome my stage fright.. gain my confident.. i very proud of myself.. i also think that singapore government do a very good job.. give opportunity to ppl to have a chance of performing.. etc abit forget what i say liao.. then third question cut say about tourism GEOGRAPHY.. though i hate doing tourism..zzz say singapore trying to promote places like sentosa botanic garden zoo for tourist to come to sg to relax.. cos the country they are staying is stressful due urban area... so come and relax with their family member.. talk talk talk.. then i pause a while want add some stupid points.. then they say ty.. then i go "THANK YOU VERY MUCH" then go out..
walking though the door... thinking..the way i speak.. will it affect my grades?? i don know... i went out.. notice joan outside like waiting impatiently.. then i went home with yinghui in her mother car who is waiting for me downstair..
start complaining about my stupid stammer..zz then inner voice keep interupting me with some chinese points.. and i have to translate into english.. some still translate wrongly.. wth.. then awhile joan come say i very long then go home call me. then together with joan she sit yinghui car and go down then take bus cos different ways...
at home.. joan called me.. say i go in very long.. another ppl from the janice group. go in come out she still outside waiting for me.. then the examiner also take quite a long time before she can go in.. then i was like is it? i talk mine very short.. i didnt see time.. ps ar.. then we discuss abt the points on what we say we kana prompt differently..
so.. i also don know whether i do well not.. stammer... tie-tongue?.. urm.. thinking of words to put inside.. but is like those simple english... haix.. just hope get good result.....
result overall: 35% devil... 60%neutral.. rest angel?? but still lost winged.. haix...
xAngel//Devilx posted @
Monday, August 20, 2007,7:05 PM
THANK YOU AMERCE!!!
xAngel//Devilx posted @
Sunday, August 19, 2007,7:23 PM
